Take care

Dear someone out there
To be honest, you were never away
You were always there
There to be with

Mistakes I've done I know...
Bravery I've lost I'm regret...

Things changed and I am regret
Useless for me to be sad
No rights I have, to cry...

All the words you said
in my mind they will be forever
All the things you did
till death I will remember
The one thing I have of yours
will be cherished...

Memories will fade someday
but ours it just can't go away
Feelings faded of yours
You're not to blamed but myself...

Take care my dear someone
Not deserve I am to have you..
Not lucky I am to have you..
You deserve more ...
because the best you are of all..

Congratz

Congratz

for

your

finding...

F.O.R.C.E.D

Can't you notice it?

EVerytime

I

was

forced

to

If that was me...

If

me...

Not that i want to

I don't want to be like tat....

I never forget....

That's all....

Don't bother

Whatever!!!

you're just as selfish as i am

you're just as childish as i am

you're just the same as i am

but you don't see it!!!

You mention it ONCE, TWICE, THIRD, FOURTH, FIFTH, n TIMES!!!!




I don't bother
I don't care



I'll just shut my mouth and let you say it all !!

Fck me; happy now????

DIU

I found a way

A way

I've found

2 express

@ school

during my frees

i'm available

2

access

2

the

internet

I'm confused

I'm lonely???

I don't know how...


What I'm doing everyday is pretty much the same


Alarm rings @ 6.45am
Wake up @ 7.03am
Bath, Dress up till 7.30am
Wake him up @ 7.30am-7.40am
Cereal Breakfast @ 7.40am-7.50am
Wake his Dad up @ 7.50am
Hop in the car @ 8am
On our way to school....
Reach Brandon Park @ 8.17am
Walk to school...
Reach school @ 8.35am
Go to my locker, put down bags
Walk to the basketball court
Wait till the bell rings @ 8.48am
*****Ring*****Ring******
Go to locker, get books, to Homegroup
Class starts @ 9am
Recess @ 10.36am
Lunch @ 12.36am
@ 3.04pm End of the day of school


Locker, get my bag, to basketball court, wait for him...

Walks to the bus station @ 3.30pm

Reach home @ 4.20pm

If i'm tired i'll sleep

If i'm not tired i'll listen to music

We always argue....
We don't have the same point of view...
We are different in many ways...

But why are we still together???

I don't know why...

Just let it be...

We'll see how it goes...

{ C i a o z }

School starts 2 weeks ago..

and i've been really busy ...

LOTS of homework...

LOTS LOTS LOTS

Not even one second

I could spare to do other stuffs

Please bare with me , dear friends

NO Msn

NO Emails

NO phones

I'm totally into BOOKS

P/S

Mum has booked my tickets to Msia this year end..

it's on the 27th NOV 2009 ~

till then, i'll be offline ...

CIAOz

I'm okay I'm sorry

I'm fine

I'm okay

I'm alright

but I'm sorry

Let's forget it...

It's not the end???

I don't know

For now, let it go

I'm da { B i t c h } ?

It starts with ...

One thing , I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

All I know
Time is a valuable thing
...................



In the End
by Linkin Park

In the End, you'll know ....... everyone will knows......

That I am not a BITcH

Thank you for supporting
[The Biatch ]

[Ma} pills listen up YO

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

I'm here W H A T S O E V A

dude ignore the title..

it ain't got anything to do with the following :

"For once in me, I don't think I'm for you

because you're better for others"

Whatsoeva in me

is making me sick ....

For you I m jealous
For you I m sensitive
For you I m down

To see your past(s) I lost my confidence(s)

Do you really want me?

remember that night?

i 've missed you

30th Jan 2009 {I'm leavin }

Okay, it's 1pm
and it's time for me to wake up..

On 30th Jan 2009 , Friday, (the day i m flying to Mel)

Mum: Anne ar, wake up lo !!!

*********************

Mum: Oi!! wake up lo.. u said u wanna wake up early ??? haiyo..

**********************

Mum: Suanne!!!

Anne: oh.. en.. ah... OKAY !!!!

I got up.. and still bluring ..

I woke up, and wasn't in a good mood because I had my period yesterday. so fucked up..
I got my teeth brushed, face washed, hair tied up, and I started packing up my backpack for tonight.. While i was packing up, what i hated most is my mum n sister were there beside me watching me packing. Haiz.. It's not that they're wrong, {lolxx} it's just that I don't like it! Get lost! Then suddenly, I was so angry, and my sister got on my nerves, and I yelled and scolded her by no reason at all.. She cried..

Hmm.. they both went out of my room, and I shut the doors..was still angry that time.. I then msg dear and took my bath and everything was fine later on.. Got changed , got ready till 5.30pm and we're leaving soon.. to the airport..




On our way , I was sms-ing with dear and my friends..

I insisted him not to come to the airport cuz i don 't want "to act like a thief ".. hmm i jst don like it.. BUT... there is an exception.. just for you my dear ..


Reached, checked in , and p/s the check in crew was so rude!! anyway, then went to MCdonalds since it was still early.. hmm.. ate Mcchicken and curly fries.. drank Hot Milo.. then suddenly..
Dear called.. and asked me where am I? I said I am in Mcdonalds eating.. then he said, Do you believe that if u come out u'll see me outside mcd? hehe then i looked out and din see him.. then i said, Har? what? Really? No la.. hehe u ......... {walking out} {looking around} and OMG!!!! Justin Dear!!!! hehe was so happy and quickly hug dear.. was laughing and laughing and laughing.. ^^ aww .. what a surprise...


Dear, Thank you for coming...
Because of you, I smiled...

Goodbye BArCeloNa

Goodbye

You're my first club
I'll be missing you...
You brought me miracles and realization
Thank you
See you Again in NOV 2009~



In memory of,
18th Dec 2008 - 29th Jan 2009

I enjoyed dancing in da club.
I enjoyed being watched.
I enjoyed being wanted.
I enjoyed the music, thx to the awesome Djs.
I enjoyed being with you, most importantly.
That's why, I love Barce.

OoOpsy Daisy

R E M E M B E R T H A T N I G H T


"lost control"



"you frightened me"



"but i don't mind"


B E C A U S E I ' M S O I N T O Y O U



AND TAT'S YOU {justin}

D.I.V.E in _

I am diving myself in __ too deeply __

shall I drag myself away or should I just let it be?

A song :
~let it be .. ooh let it be ... ~





P/S I really miss you... miss you lots... I don't know whether or not I am doing the right thing, OR maybe others might think : " ahem, don't you have a bf ? ARen't you stepping on two boats right now? " Errrr .... Shit! wth "So What!!!???!" There're things that are undescribable, unpredictable.... but remember this name

[ I'm not a fooler ]



do believe me

the "K"

{ m u a c c k }



__________ i gave it _____________

{ I n Da Beat }

*boom *boboom* boom ka*
.........


T h e B e a t is tellin me --> I'm in luv

" I fell in luv "

~oOoPs~

should I ?

D.E.A.R

Love - i n g ()_+!

doesn't mean you have to be with her

It's better than to not love at all

Cheer up my D.E.A.R

T h e R e a s o n

God put us here for a reason
that is so true

If it ain't You, I will not be in this world
If it ain't You, I will not be in this country
If it ain't You, I will not be in this family
If it ain't You, I will not be in this school
If it ain't You, I will not be in this class



My connections are + all fated+ to be together

Each and everyone who passes through, who left marks, who left a sign, who's involved..
are f a t e d

There's a reason for everything that happen

The R e a s o n which i wish to know
whenever something started

I want to know why!!??


Can I be a book ?
so that i could quickly turn to the last page to know the answer for my W.H.Y


T h e R e a s o n is soon to be reveal ........

A.P.A.R.T from me

A.P.A.R.T

you’re !!!

2months ain’t that long yeah???? !!!

so what the fuck??

You want it to b like this?? or I want it to b like this??

YOU SAY IT ALL AITE~

enjoy-ing myself {that’s what i want}

as for you, my dear…

Why can’t you enjoy your time there??? QUiT the bother !!

it’s not like we’re nvr gonna c each otha again

it’s not like we’re gonna change in such a short period of time

it’s not like I’m gonna cheat kao you!!!

I’t‘s NOT LikE it at all

{ because of you i’m no longer me…… }

[ my ] 1st

Hello everyone

It's ma first post in blogger and I just want to say ___>>>


_ W e l c o m e _

and E N J O Y ~