Thursday, February 19, 2009

Don't bother

Whatever!!!


you're just as selfish as i am
you're just as childish as i am
you're just the same as i am



but you don't see it!!!




You mention it ONCE, TWICE, THIRD, FOURTH, FIFTH, n TIMES!!!!




I don't bother
I don't care



I'll just shut my mouth and let you say it all !!


Fck me; happy now????




DIU

I found a way

A way
I've found


2 express
@ school
during my frees
i'm available
2
access
2
the
internet

I'm confused

I'm lonely???

I don't know how...


What I'm doing everyday is pretty much the same


Alarm rings @ 6.45am
Wake up @ 7.03am
Bath, Dress up till 7.30am
Wake him up @ 7.30am-7.40am
Cereal Breakfast @ 7.40am-7.50am
Wake his Dad up @ 7.50am
Hop in the car @ 8am
On our way to school....
Reach Brandon Park @ 8.17am
Walk to school...
Reach school @ 8.35am
Go to my locker, put down bags
Walk to the basketball court
Wait till the bell rings @ 8.48am
*****Ring*****Ring******
Go to locker, get books, to Homegroup
Class starts @ 9am
Recess @ 10.36am
Lunch @ 12.36am
@ 3.04pm End of the day of school


Locker, get my bag, to basketball court, wait for him...

Walks to the bus station @ 3.30pm

Reach home @ 4.20pm

If i'm tired i'll sleep
If i'm not tired i'll listen to music

We always argue....
We don't have the same point of view...
We are different in many ways...

But why are we still together???
I don't know why...


Just let it be...

We'll see how it goes...

Friday, February 13, 2009

{ C i a o z }

School starts 2 weeks ago..
and i've been really busy ...
LOTS of homework...
LOTS LOTS LOTS
Not even one second
I could spare to do other stuffs
Please bare with me , dear friends
NO Msn
NO Emails
NO phones
I'm totally into BOOKS
P/S
Mum has booked my tickets to Msia this year end..
it's on the 27th NOV 2009 ~
till then, i'll be offline ...
CIAOz

I'm okay I'm sorry

I'm fine
I'm okay
I'm alright


but I'm sorry
Let's forget it...
It's not the end???
I don't know
For now, let it go

Thursday, February 5, 2009

I'm da { B i t c h } ?

It starts with ...

One thing , I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

All I know
Time is a valuable thing
...................




In the End
by Linkin Park




In the End, you'll know ....... everyone will knows......

That I am not a BITcH







Thank you for supporting
[The Biatch ]






Tuesday, February 3, 2009

I'm here W H A T S O E V A

dude ignore the title..

it ain't got anything to do with the following :



"For once in me, I don't think I'm for you

because you're better for others"


Whatsoeva in me

is making me sick ....

For you I m jealous
For you I m sensitive
For you I m down




To see your past(s) I lost my confidence(s)





Do you really want me?



remember that night?

i 've missed you

Monday, February 2, 2009

30th Jan 2009 {I'm leavin }

Okay, it's 1pm
and it's time for me to wake up..

On 30th Jan 2009 , Friday, (the day i m flying to Mel)

Mum: Anne ar, wake up lo !!!

*********************

Mum: Oi!! wake up lo.. u said u wanna wake up early ??? haiyo..

**********************

Mum: Suanne!!!

Anne: oh.. en.. ah... OKAY !!!!

I got up.. and still bluring ..

I woke up, and wasn't in a good mood because I had my period yesterday. so fucked up..
I got my teeth brushed, face washed, hair tied up, and I started packing up my backpack for tonight.. While i was packing up, what i hated most is my mum n sister were there beside me watching me packing. Haiz.. It's not that they're wrong, {lolxx} it's just that I don't like it! Get lost! Then suddenly, I was so angry, and my sister got on my nerves, and I yelled and scolded her by no reason at all.. She cried..

Hmm.. they both went out of my room, and I shut the doors..was still angry that time.. I then msg dear and took my bath and everything was fine later on.. Got changed , got ready till 5.30pm and we're leaving soon.. to the airport..




On our way , I was sms-ing with dear and my friends..

I insisted him not to come to the airport cuz i don 't want "to act like a thief ".. hmm i jst don like it.. BUT... there is an exception.. just for you my dear ..


Reached, checked in , and p/s the check in crew was so rude!! anyway, then went to MCdonalds since it was still early.. hmm.. ate Mcchicken and curly fries.. drank Hot Milo.. then suddenly..
Dear called.. and asked me where am I? I said I am in Mcdonalds eating.. then he said, Do you believe that if u come out u'll see me outside mcd? hehe then i looked out and din see him.. then i said, Har? what? Really? No la.. hehe u ......... {walking out} {looking around} and OMG!!!! Justin Dear!!!! hehe was so happy and quickly hug dear.. was laughing and laughing and laughing.. ^^ aww .. what a surprise...


Dear, Thank you for coming...
Because of you, I smiled...